Heeei! Livin' on a prayer.

Uneori e bine ca pur si simplu sa uiti de toate si tot.


Vi sa intamplat vreodata sa a doriti un lucru atat de mult de atat de mult timp incat aunci cand il ai sa nu te poti bucura de el?





Haideti sa va fac o simpla ecuatie matematica: [cred ca am innebunit] sunt curioasa daca intelege cnv ceva din ce balmajesc...

Ieri am vorbit cu Stef'... parca era gen o ecuatie in care x+y+z+a+b= TROUBLE
Lucrurile sunt bune. Te descurci sa suferi din cauza lu "a" or smthing...Cu "y" si "z" nu faci nimic momentan ci doar te multumesti cu prezenta lor care iti infrumuseteaza ziua. Intr-un moment booring il cunosti pe "x" si apoi totul se da peste cap. "a" incepe sa se evapore... si apoi iti reamintesti de factorul "b" care te'a ajutat de la bun inceput dar de a carei prezenta nu te poti bucura in cauza lui "a" de care nu reusesti sa scapi si sfarsesti prin a-i intoarce prosteste favorul.
Aflati ce aveti de gand sa faceti cu "a" si cu "b" stiind ca aman2 sunt exact cele mai importante persoane necesare existentei.

So din lucru asta reiese un mare CACAT (sorry).

E ca si cum realizezi ca iti place singuratatea, in sensul de a nu avea pe nimeni. Vrei o vara plina de distractii fara a te gandi la un anumit "a" "b" "x" sau blablalalalal.
E atunci cand ai simtit atat de mult pt cineva si odata ce te'ai decotorosit de acele sentimente nu ai vrei sa simti altceva pt altcineva. Ci doar o vreme sa te bucuri ca nu simti nimic. Nici iubire nici ura nici suferinta nici fericire. Ci doar ca te poti bucura de viata.

E atunci cand ranesti persoanele din jurul tau fara a avea un scop precis.
E atunci cand totul se intampla prea mult, prea repede, prea tarziu.

E atunci cand vrei doar SA TRAIESTI iar pt altii ar parea o tampenie.

What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right




Sometimes you have to let go. Even if you don't want to, even if it hurts worse then holding on. Because sometimes it's whats best. If it makes them happy, let them be happy. Let them go. Let life take its course. Stop telling people you love them, and holding onto them like they're everything you have. Because honestly, they're not. If you're not strong enough by yourself, you shouldn't be with anybody until you are.





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Get me out of this stupid house. Get me out of this town. If no one comes for me, i'll do it myself. I don't care where I go, I just want to be gone. BYE.
 *

I am just another version of a Juliet, looking for her Romeo.

- the first day of  a new relatonship, or the fist day of a new friendship.

-"Lucky I'm in love with my best friend..."

-I'm like "forget you"and forget him, too.













You can't blame gravity for falling in love, and you can't blame love for making you crash after it was over.

But I can blame you, but I won't.

This is me. Take me, or leave me as I am.

In your eyes, lies a world that I never want to go to.



 

-This heart will start a RIOT in me.

-[am avut de-aface cu multe chestii in ultima perioada... fiecare lucru scris aici reprezinta o chestie total diferita fata de celelalte acaparand fiecare situatie oribila sau frumoasa prin care am trecut... -Le-am lasat pe ele sa vobeasca pt mine.-]